It has been a year since I started this blog. I thought I’d be writing more. While I didn’t think that writing on a regular basis would be easy, I didn’t think it would be this hard. In reflecting on what has made more frequent blogging challenging for me, I have come to some conclusions:
1.) I love words and I love writing, but I’m a perfectionist. Maybe it’s related to being a speech-language pathologist, but I recognize the power in words. Especially the power in words, written or spoken, that are woven together well.
2.) I find it hard to share my personal thoughts in writing. That said I generally do tend to wear my heart on my sleeve. I can be overly earnest and honest in what I say to others. So, I’ve learned to monitor my words. And it seems this extends to my writing in a public blog.
3.) I find my monitoring of words is further magnified when carefully crafted phrases can be re-used by other, less earnest, bloggers.
4.) My work life can make unreasonable demands on my time. As any speech-language pathologist can tell you, we have unreasonable caseloads and workloads that do not meet the suggested ASHA guidelines (www.asha.org). I often write at night . . . comprehensive initial referrals, review evaluations, initial IFSPs and review IFSPs. And I won’t even mention lesson plans (oh, I just did!). All of these work related documents are specified, mandated, time-lined and rigorously monitored by one or more friendly government agencies. After much holding of breaths, my agency just passed an in-depth file review with flying colors. (This is what takes up valuable thinking and writing time!)
5.) And finally, I will write a paragraph when a sentence will do . . . enough said.
So after some further reflection, my goals for the next year of this blog are to:
1.) Post more frequently
2.) Worry less about sharing (Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery… sort of)
3.) Write briefer, shorter posts
4.) Not obsess over grammatical constructions
5.) Balance Life and Work obligations better (…not just a blog goal)
As always . . . .
Life is fine,